"I'm very, very good at manipulating people and that's something that I did in my disease; I manipulated everyone around me. With my drug use, I could hide it... I couldn't go 30 minutes to an hour without cocaine and I'd bring it on airplanes. I would smuggle it basically and just wait until everyone in first class went to sleep and just do it right there, or I'd sneak to the bathroom and I'd do it. I had a sober companion, somebody that was watching me 24/7 and living with me and I was able to hide it from them as well."